First Journal Entry- It seems appropriate to complain. ;*
I have a wedding (my wedding) on September 8th, and it seems like the universe is on the fast track to keeping me single. A month after Bruce's and my engagement, My father (who was a youth pastor in the Christian church), was publically "outted" for cheating on my mother with his 22 year old (oh two year difference from my age) youth counselor who, coincidentally, moved into our house 9 months prior for family issues in her own home. That I can deal with. Now my mother, who's been dealing with a new house (we moved for him to have this job), and the cheating spouse, has breast cancer. And I can't imagine why its happening to her and not the scumbag seimen-donner. Less than a month away to marrital bliss and chemo. And I don't even feel agitated anymore. I've wasted all important emotion on their separation. I have no more left for this cancer development. I can't even take a semi-decent photo to save my life. It sounds like a movie, for christs sake! I have little doubt that all will go well, for some reason. But it seems to me that the universe is trying to tell me something. Perhaps its God trying to smite me inwardly (I am most definetely not religious). But either way, the show must go on.